BLOG ENTRY 6:

One sunny evening in Tumpat, Kelantan, a father brought his 3 sons to a playground. The playground was situated near a lovely beach. The father decided to bring a camera with him that day. They walked heading to the playground as it was not far from their house. Before going out that evening, the father had asked his three sons to first take the bath before leaving for the playground. His youngest son, Irfan was the one very excited to go. He quickly got himself ready, wearing a matching pair of striped purple t-shirt and short pants. He looks very innocent, cute, and chubby. The purple coloured outfit matched and blended beautifully with his fair skin. Once they arrived at the playground, the father first treated them with ice cream. Irfan does not show his liking towards the ice cream, but he quickly pulled his elder brother, Imran to play the see saw with him. The playground was safely equipped with rubber flooring coloured red and orange to avoid children from falling down and hurt themselves. As there were many people there that evening, the surrounding was polluted with plastic wrappers. Litter was seen everywhere. But that did not affect Irfan’s excitement and eagerness to play everything there is at the site. Irfan was indeed very happy that evening. When playing the see saw, Imran suddenly asked to stop, and he quickly steeped down from the see saw, and ran towards the slide. Irfan watched and gazed in his brother’s direction, and observed his brother’s action. Without waiting any longer, he slowly climbed down the see saw and raced his brother towards the slide. The father had to pay close attention to him so as to ensure his safety. Eyes were screwed on to him as to prevent him from getting hurt, or go missing. It was indeed a very tiring duty as Irfan loves to run from an equipment to another.

Journal Entry- Look at Me!!

Am I strange?
Do I look horrible?
Or am I any different from you?

Why do those eyes keep staring awkwardly?
Why do the smiles seem sarcastic?
Why don’t people come and befriended me?

I’m no more different from you,
Yes, certain aspects made me better then people,
But I need friends, companions,
Those that I can rely on,
For love, care, critique, and attention.

Ignore the barriers, forget the differences,
Take me away from the cage of loneliness,
Free me from excruciating pain of being alone,
Help me regain my youth, my days, my life…

Missing a Missing (A mother to her daughter)

My daughter,
Hope you’re doing fine,
Must be you’re missing mummy and daddy,
As we’ve left you behind..

Sorry for leaving too soon,
As we’re far excited, we’re blind,
You’ve grown up well,
With a big future in line..

This gift of vacation,
Makes us happy to our hearts,
You’ve been such a good daughter,
And darling,
We’re very proud that you’ve ours..

Because of you,
We’re here,
And thanks to you,
We’ll be staying longer,
Enjoying the sights,
Exploring the sounds,
Of the island that we’ve only dreamt of arriving…

We’ll be fine sweetheart,
Do take care of yourself,
And as we’re far apart,
We’ll miss you,
We’ll miss you enough..

Yours sincerely, a best friend.. (to a best friend whom haven’t met for years)

The sky, the sea and the trees,
From afar, they seem tremendously awesome,
By that, I know I made the best decision,
To finally purchase this waterproof camera,
From the store..

The blue, tranquil, azure sky,
The lapsing of crystal clear sea water,
To the shore it ends,
The windy days,
The swaying green trees,
Completed the story,
The best most beautiful island we’ve been to..

Are they still clear to you?
Or had they been washed away by years of killing silence?

This vacation after our graduation,
Marked a change in our direction,
The best scenery we watched,
The most delicate sand we touched,
And,
Two hearts we tied,
By friendships that’s not gonna die..

Cherish this picture,
Uphold its memories,
As we’ll be best friends,
Forever, we will..

How time passed..

Glancing back to the years,
How fast time passed by,
How youthful were we,
How beautiful and vibrant we look..

The night of your birthday revealed it all,
This picture spoke a thousand words,
He loved you,
Did he not reveal that to you that time?
Sure he had, as you looked really happy,
I can still remember,
As this is the picture I took,
During we had the celebration.

How fast time passed,
I found this precious picture,
Hidden in a dusty golden wrapped box,
I ought to send it to you,
As a remembrance of the good days we had together
Although now,
You’re living without him anymore,
He must always be praying for you,
Right up from heaven.

Live with the memories,
Though time had really passed,
You’ll be strong,
My most dear long lost friend..

Me..Crazy..Rosie

Rosie dearie..
How pitiful I am that you left me.
Five years together,
How could it end tragically..
Damn Rosie,
How could you do this to me..

Breakin up with me,
You surely made me go crazy,
How did it feel Rosie,
You’re doing good without me, ey?

For you its easy,
But I’m suffering,
Is it because I can’t dance that you left me?
Maybe it is
Coz you seem so much happier dancing with Tim..

You made me dance alone,
In those white outfit,
Yeah, I look like a fool,
But did you know ohh Rosie,
That moment opened the door,
For a dancing career I’ve never thought before.

Now I’m a great dancer,
Thanks to that very irritating photo of mine.
I’ve lost you dear Rosie,
But I’m now a far better man,
And I surely know,
You’ve regret for leaving me back then.

Between two walls..

Between two walls,
Surrounded by the stars and moonlit,
I discovered a lovely place…
It’s not beautifully decorated,
Neither warm nor cozy,
But in the coldness of air,
It gives me meaning to be there alone..

When I feel sad,
Or when I desire a close friend,
When the night seemed long,
And when my eyes can’t sleep,
My bedroom I left, towards the kitchen I walked,
The screeching sound of the kitchen door,
Opened me the best world I’ve known,
There, between the two walls,
It accompanied me,
Let me hid, let me cry, let me surfaced my heart

Suprisingly as I grow up,
It never get bored,
Watching me nearly everyday at night,
And I’m sure it’s a true friend,
As it didn’t get tired,
Instead, it heals me more..

I cried there, my heart gets less sore,
I hid there, I found greater passion,
Deeper determination to strive..
Even being very far apart,
How lost I felt,
To the place between the two walls..